Gene's Perspective Of Himself In A Seperate Piece

     Temptation. Temptation to have someones life in my hands and the opportunity to ruin it. It was so easy to jounce the limb. Do I really care about his potential or his life? I care about mine. Curiosity entered me and consumed me. It took control over me. What would it feel like to kill or hurt someone? What has happened to my feeling? Will I feel anything? I haven't felt any emotion about what I did to him and his future, not even a little bit. Is there something wrong with me? Why do I not care? Curiosity and temptation are to blame, not me, because I wasn't in control of happened. It was like someone else did it inside of me, and I didn't care what the outcome could be. Atleast my dreams are still alive. Right?